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Assalamualaik warrahmatullahi wabarakatuh..
fiuuhh.. it had been ages since my last posted to this my new blog, i had no idea for posting and made "EXAMS" as my excuse for this blank, lool.. i missed to post everything in my own language bahasa indonesia, lol, ok so now my foreign friends lemme write this blog once in bahasa, huehehehe..(pretending my blog often visited by my foreign friends eventhough it's not :P)
Ok Its Bahasa Time..
setelah sibuk ngegoogle segala macam hal akhirnya ketemu dengan sebuah blog, idk punya siapa, tapi yang pasti tuh blog lucu banget isinya tapi tetap syar'i, dan terinspirasi buat buka blog milik ane sendiri yang udah lebih seribu tahun tidak tersentuh jari gemulai pemiliknya (jahaha, jangan mual bacanya)
bingung mau ngisi apa tapi yang jelas ane mau inform sesuatu hal baru tentang ane.. ok, i just finished my hard exams.. were they hard? for me? yeah..for my super duper smart friends ? its not, whatever..

tapi yang jelas ane baru buka portal usu kemarin, the last result had came out.. and it was not bad, i got A but for the GPA, it wasnt quite good (Ok, why am i speaking in english, i did promise to speak in bahasa, didnt i? *&^$$) ok, maaf kembali ke bahasa, untuk IP bagi ane tidak sesuai dengan yang diharapkan, does it reach 3, from 4? yeah it does but niat awal ingin dapat perfect alias 4, tapi nasib dapat dosen yang super duper idealis.. sebenarnya ane bersyukur banget ketika dapet info dari senior hampir semua dosen di kelas ane adalah jajaran dosen-dosen idealis di Fakultas Hukum USU, karena itu artinya ane akan diajar oleh dosen kualitas mantap, capable, tidak mudah disogok dengan uang, atau senyuman manis musang berbulu domba,atau pun sekadar bika ambon zulaikha (bukan berati dosen yang tidak idealis mudah disogok, no i didnt mean that), tapi sayangnya diri ini mulai teringat indonesia ataupun negara lainnya yang tidak melihat kepada proses tapi melihat kepada hasil, mereka tidak mau tahu bagaimana cara kita mendapatkannya. Dengan perjuangan menghapal tiap hari ala si mata empat (btw, gak semua mata empat begitu, ane yang mata empat lebih nyaman dengan sistem ketiga huehehe), atau sistem persiapan dua atau seminggu sebelum ujian, ataupun sistem sks alias sistem kebut semalam atau sks ala ane sistem kebut subuh alias hapal cuma pas di subuh hari ujian, dan yang lebih parah adalah nyontek atau kopekan (heran ane, udah mahasiswa kok masih jalanin ritual sekolahnya dulu, mau balik kali yeh ke putih abu-abu atau putih biru, whatever, yang pasti ini jelas Haram hukumnya). Dan mereka tidak mau tahu seperti apa usaha kita untuk mendapatkan nilai dari dosen yang amat sangat selektif memberi nilai, kita mau jungkat-jungkit nulis tuh paper, diketiklah, ditulis pake tangan, pake jidat, dengkul, whatever, menurut kita tuh paper udah perfect banget tapi menurut dosen, OMA (Oh My Allah) they're full with all "red circles" a.k.a lingkaran tinta merah si dosen..
Sedang kelas lain yang penuh dengan dosen yang baik hati dan murah memberi nilai favorite alias A ( i want them were in my class T_T) lagi jingkrak-jingkrik dapat nilai bagus dengan perjuangan yang OMA couldnt compare to ours !!
is that fair? ITS NOT but fortunately salah satu bagian jiwa ane yang masih waras sempat manggil malaikat untuk ngalahin kekesalan hasil hasutan iblis bertanduk di sisi sebelah kiri (welcome to muslimah_iam's fantasi)..Oops.. i should be grateful to Allah, yah just let dunya (world) judges people from their results and not the processes but remember Allah watches you beibeh, and He never judge you from the result but from the process, and Allah's calculator isnt same like chinese's one, Ok, let close your ear to me, come, come, lemme whisper, lemme tell you the secret "Pfftt.. Allah never count like your accountant does, its different and its so quick, so just watch out ;)"



Dan usaha yang ane anggap telah maksimal mungkin belum di mata Allah. Ane teringat ke beberapa hari yang lalu ketika minggu-minggu ujian, ada beberapa hari yang kosong dari jadwal ujian dan ane mengisinya bukan dengan baca atau pun hapal materi yang dibawah ini (ini baru sebagian, catatan dan foto kopi yang lain belum termasuk) buat ujian selanjutnya..



tapi malah diisi dengan baca buku-buku yang absolutely dont come out in exams, contoh, bukannya hapal materi tapi malah hapal dan belajar bahasa jepang dan korea (nah, untuk hal ini akan dibahas di season yang lain), baca buku yang udah lama dibeli tapi belum dibaca bahkan plastik pembungkusnya juga belum dibuka ehhh malah dibaca di minggu ujian, seperti buku favorite ane The Best Advice Of Sayyidina Ali For The Leader dan I Saw Ramallah (story about palestinian journey who came back to his hometown, Palestina) terus yang anehnya ada dua buku in english dari teman amerika ane judulnya The Alchemist dan Animal Farm dan tuh buku udah 2 tahun dikasih ke ane tapi baru dibaca tuntas..tas..tas.. pas minggu ujian, entah kenapa waktu itu kepingin banget nuntasin dua buku tersebut yang baru dibaca setengahnya di waktu minggu ujian (setan ujian kali yah atau alasan karena malas baca materi [alasan kedua kayaknya lebih logis] huehhehhe) nah, dan juga gak ketinggalan dua hari dipakai buat nonton 35 Episode The Great Queen Seon Deok (nah, suruh siapa pas minggu ujian ada film korea seru diputar di indosiar, jadilah di minggu kedua ujian langsung cabut ke Pajus (Pajak USU) buat cari dvdnya)padahal besoknya ada ujian mata kuliah utama 3 SKS yaitu Pengantar Hukum Indonesia dan besoknya Pengantar Ilmu Hukum, eventhough i got A for those studies.. tapi ada dua mata kuliah which i didnt get perfet nah, ini karena usaha yang tidak maksimal mungkin..

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pelajaran hari ini adalah lebih bersyukur terhadap apa yang telah kita dapatkan, jangan melihat apa yang belum kita miliki karena kita manusia tercipta sebagai makhluk yang tidak pernah puas, tapi lihatlah apa yang telah kita miliki dan bandingkan kepada mereka yang tidak memilikinya..
فَبِأَيِّ آلاءِ رَبِّكُمَا تُكَذِّبَانِ (maka ni'mat Tuhanmu yang manakah yang engkau dustakan?) (Then which of the powers of your Lord you would deny?)
SubhanAllah, semoga kita tidak termasuk orang-orang yang kufur ni'mat, amin tsumma amin..

semoga di semester depan lebih baik lagi, dan i pray to Allah to ease my way for next semester so i can graduate with camlaude, amin tsumma amin.. and for you, my best regular readers (do i have regular readers? lol) i pray to Allah you and your family are well with eman and health, and May Allah collect us together in His jannatuh firdausi amin tsumma amin..

ehmm.. sebenarnya masih banyak yang mau ditulis disini but its 3:37 pm and ashr prayer after 30 minutes more, ok, lemme break for half hour or maybe more :P.. but soon i will catch you soon to share my dOomY DuBByie world, lool
wassalamualaik warrahmatullahi wabarakatuh..

Try Not To Cry (Sami Yusuf feat Outlandish)

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You, you’re not aware
That we’re aware
Of your despair
Don’t show your tears
To your oppressor
Don’t show your tears

CHORUS:
Try not to cry little one
You’re not alone
I’ll stand by you
Try not to cry little one
My heart is your stone
I’ll throw with you

Isam:
‘Ayn Jalut where David slew Goliath
This very same place that we be at
Passing through the sands of times
This land’s been the victim of countless crimes
From Crusaders and Mongols
to the present aggression
Then the Franks, now even a crueller oppression
If these walls could speak,
imagine what would they say

For me in this path that I walk on
there's only one way
Bullets may kill, bones may break
Still I throw stones like David before me and I say

CHORUS

You, you’re not aware
That we’re aware
Of your despair
Your nightmares will end
This I promise, I promise

CHORUS

Lenny:
No llores, no pierdas la fe
La sed la calma el que haze
Agua de la arena
Y tu que te levantas con orgullo entre las piedras
Haz hecho mares de este polvo
Don’t cry, don’t lose faith
The one who made water come out of the sand
Is the one who quenches the thirst
And you who rise proud from between the stones
Have made oceans from this dust

Waqas:
I throw stones at my eyes
’cause for way too long they’ve been dry
Plus they see what they shouldn’t from oppressed babies to thighs
I throw stones at my tongue
’cause it should really keep its peace
I throw stones at my feet
’cause they stray and lead to defeat
A couple of big ones at my heart
’cause the thing is freezing cold
But my nafs is still alive
and kicking unstoppable and on a roll
I throw bricks at the devil so I’ll be sure to hit him
But first at the man in the mirror
so I can chase out the venom

Isam:
Hmm, a little boy shot in the head
Just another kid sent out to get some bread
Not the first murder nor the last
Again and again a repetition of the past
Since the very first day same story
Young ones, old ones, some glory
How can it be, has the whole world turned blind?
Or is it just ’cause it’s only affecting my kind?!
If these walls could speak,
imagine what would they say
For me in this path that I walk on
there’s only one way
Bullets may kill, bones may break
Still I throw stones like David before me and I say

CHORUS

lyrics: Isam Bachiri, Waqas Qadri, R. Lenny Martinez, Sami Yusuf, Bara Kherigi

My New Blog

Assalamualaikum Warrahmatullahi Wabarakatuh
This is my first blog, and im trying to write something useful right here, everything about islam, myself, and people around me.

First of all i want to thank Allah for His Mercy and blessing because had chosen me as His one of His slaves and give me the air to breath everyday even though i always forget to grateful.

Secondly i want to pass salam and shalawat to the beloved one, Rasulullah, Prophet Muhammad Sallahu alaihi wassalam who had brought me from the darkness to the lightness, who had given me the chance to taste the sweet of eman and islam.

Third i want to thank to my beloved parents, Dad and Mom who had given me their loves without asking me to give them back, and who always support me in every seconds, and always trust me without hesitation when no body trusts me. i love you both more than my own life.

Fourth i want to thank to my older sisters and my younger brother, Dian, Afni and Fattah who always love me and fulfill my life with so many colors, i miss our fighting when you are home. Im nothing without you all.

Fifth i want to thank to my best friends in my real life, Shofia and Widya. Thanks for being my friends and always love me. My best Shofie, jazakillah because you are the one who understand me so much and always love me without asking me back, jazakillah for wiping my tears and making me smile. My great widya, jazakillah because your jocks always make me smile and feel better, and you are my smartest friend that i ever had. Jazakillah for always beside me, spreading da'wah together and always remind me when i make mistakes, love you both for the sake of Allah.

Sixth i want to thank to my best american friend and sister, Danielle Bero who had given me so much loves, fulfilled my days for 10 months with amazing things, i wish you were here forever, sharing secrets, hanging out together, eating in merdeka walk, playing with the kids, spending hours in school, really missed those times.. i love you always and will always remember you and trust you without hesitation eventhough you are not here with me, because "i wont two say good bye for two reason : first because i am always with you and second you are always with me", remember this words?

Seventh i want to thank to my best sisters in net, Zaira and Sanna who love me with all their hearts. Thanks for being my sisters and always there when i need you, thanks for the great advices, thanks for spending hours only for talking to me, thanks for your plenty duas, thanks for your caring, thanks because you trust me without hesitation, jazakillah khair because you both had fulfilled my life with so many loves and happiness. I pray to Allah to give us the chance to meet in the real life and collect us in His jannah firdaus, amen tsumma amen..

Eight i want to thank to my brothers and sisters in net, my favorite one Lazy a.k.a Reem, My wise sister Sumayyah, My hot spaghetty Ireen, Jef Riyah, Albi a.k.a Nulli, sister eisha, My model one Joody, My Wise and Pious Daddy ; Kamel, My Amazing brother Mounir, my favorite brother kang Adam, My Wow brother Vijth a.k.a Poet who had given me so much loves and advices, and fulfilled my days with so many colors, i love you all for the sake of Allah, and i pray to Allah to collect us in His jannah and in the best shaf of Rasulullah, sahabah, and all mu'min in hereafter, amin tsumma amin.

Ninth i want to thank to my favorite little cousin, Gea a.k.a Adek a.k.a Nanda, because had inspired me to make this blog, by the way, you are such a talented young girl, keep it up my sweetheart.. and thanks to my innocent little cousin, Nurul a.k.a Kakak a.k.a Rina, because had not inspired me to make this blog :P, kidding, thanks because you had shared your knowledge about adobe photoshop (eventhough you even didnt give me any :P, you are such my smart computer, lol, love you both always..