Hey, Mr.Owner of The Rib Wherever You Are You Have To Read It !!

Its 1.21 in the morning when i start writing, Idk why but i feel so empty and i think that i have to write, yah writing is the only way for me to release every feelings in my heart. Sad, happy, bored, and even empty like now.
Empty.. Oh Allah, i dont know why i feel this feeling, idk it may cause that "personal taste k-drama" leads this feeling or it just my melancholy feeling begins to behave.. ok whatever..
Uumm song "Like a Fool" sung by 2am is playing now, close my eyes and begin to feel the song on my mind, cross my heart and feel it touches the wounded area, ah yah, am i really like a fool now?

Babocheoreom wae mollatneuji
Babocheoreom wae guedaereul bonaen geonji
Babocheoreom deodige ooneun gaseumeh
Eeje eejeyah arayo

Nae sarangeun ojik guedae bbooningeol
Nae nooni guedael chajado
Gaseumi jakku joyeodo
Saangeun anira mideotjyo
Geunyang jom weorowo gidaetda mideotjyo

Nae sarangeun ojik guedae bbooningeol
Babogatchi goolji maljaHonja gaseum alhji malja
Apaseo noonmoori heureumyun
Yamujiji mothan mameul kkajijyeotjyo

Geudaemani nae saramingeol
Geudaemani nae gaseumeul chaeooneun geol
Babocheoreom eejeya aneun najiman
Geudae geudeareul boolleoyo
Geudae eobshin sal su eobseunikkayo

Hey, Mr.Owner of The Rib you can say that this note is written for you, i dont know who you are, how old you are, where you live, what your favorite foods, what your hoby, what kinda books you like to read, what your profession, how many verses of Quran you read every day, what your main good deeds, how many times you perform qiyam al-lail per week, how much time you give to your family, whether you respect and value girl by her modesty and her characteristic or you just have eyes to see and value girl by her beauty only, and last are you untouched one? Oh boy, this questions are really disturb my mind tonight, idk why, but i start thinking about you tonight..
You know for me love is not really important for us to build this relation, because THERE IS NO LOVE BEFORE MARRIAGE in my dictionary and because love only can survive in 4, 5, 6 years of marriage, and the most important is trust and responsibility, and i have been losing my trust to any guys today..
so, Dear Mr.Owner of The Rib, if you are reading my note now (well, its if we are friend in this facebook,lol, or if not after getting married i will show you my this stupid note to you lol haha **seems i still having my sense of humor tonight haha**) you have to try hard to make me trust you, because when you think you get my love already, it doesnt mean you get my trust also..

The trust to make me sure that you are the one who can lead me to Jannah
The trust to make me sure that you are the one who can raise our children by Allah's words
The trust to make me sure that you are the one who can respect my parents like you do to your own parents
The trust to make me sure that you are the one who can wake me up in the middle of the night to qiyam al-lail
The trust to make me sure that you are the one who can strenghten me when im weak
The trust to make me sure that you are the one who can wipe my tears when it falls down
The trust to make me sure that you are the one who can make me laugh
The trust to make me sure that you are the one who can put a smile on my face when sadness stays there
The trust to make me sure that you are the one who can remind me when im wrong, correct me when i do mistake
The trust to make me sure that you are the one who will always love me even when my white hairs start growing
The trust to make me sure that you are the one who love the way i am, and not by my beauty, position, jobs and another world's stuffs
The trust to make me sure that you are the one who need my love to survive
and The trust to make me sure that you are the one who will always trust me when nobody trusts me

Can you do that Mr.Owner of The Rib?
If you can't then you will never get my trust forever..
because

YOU MAY NOT ALWAYS TRUST THE PERSON YOU LOVE BUT YOU CAN ALWAYS LOVE THE PERSON WHOM YOU TRUST

Allah's Earth
2:58 AM
13 September 2010 M/ 4 Syawal 1431 H
When My Heart Starts Shaking
When My Brain Doesnt Work Properly
When I Miss Someone Whom I Dont Know
When I Need My Mr.Owner of The Rib